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hey people

well its been a tough week for me with my neighbour touching me non stop and thinking about my brother and work and haveing my two good friends both in hospital with self inflicted burns they both needed graghs which is painful i feel so sad about it as i hate seeing people that i care about in so much pain and sadness i wish that it was me and not them but its not its them and yeah well one is home now and the other is comming home on monday hopefully if her donner spot has healed alittle better i hope it has i know that being stuck in a bed is not fun and she has been there for nearly a week that would do my head in so i hope she is dealing with it ok i have been struggerling so much lately i just dont know what to do i am fighting the urge but not sure for how much longer but i will keep on trying and to keep on dealling with everything tho this headach is getting to me i cant take anything for one reason it could upset my stomach and give me more pain and the other reason i dont want to take too much but it would give me a good rest oh well going to have some lunch