step one

hey there this is about me and my journey through life the highs the lows the hard times and the good times life is full of them and it can be overwhelming and it can be fun at times my life is full of it but mostly i struggle i struggle with the fact that i am nearly 21 in about three days and i fell like i have not achieved anything in my life i have a great twin brother which i adore he doesn't seem to feel the same way though i have a older sister that doesn't like me and an older brother that doesn't seem to want to talk to me though i love them all very much i lost my mother two years ago through suicide i miss her so very much i have struggled with these ideas myself hence the hard times i have just completed a 1 year therapy class called DBT it was so hard and now i am left on my own but I'm doing OK at least i am trying to be its hard but it will be worth it one day.